Laying in bed, the alarm is buzzing and I don’t want to get up. I wanted to write about how life is full of shit and it’s our attitude which determines how we handle the piles which accumulate in front of us. The words come and go in my head, the moment I start to type it all seems like shit. 🙂 I don’t want to sound preachy, I don’t want to sound condescending, I don’t want to sound like I have all the answers to the world’s problems. Like everyone else, I’m trying to figure how to navigate this life the best I can.
Some would think expressing emotions is a sign of weakness, I’m emotionally unstable; of course I would disagree. Over the years, I refused to allow myself to hear what I wanted. I thought being open about how I felt people would think “WTF, she’s nuts!” so I contained everything in my mind. But now I don’t care. Expressing myself is cathartic, it’s healing to me. Maybe there are times I should keep my thoughts to myself, but hindsight is always 20/20. Instead of having thoughts and feelings (good and bad) brew inside my head, I let them go. Once the negative thoughts are gone I am able to fill those thoughts with new empowering positive thoughts. I have never felt so alive, at peace, and happy as I do today.
inspiration song: Third Eye Blind- How’s it going to be
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